I wanted to write my story and I wanted to prove to myself that God in me as my effective source would guide me to accomplish this desire of my heart within the year if I worked to bring it about. Several principles have been at work in me from the time I was very young that have kept me on the path of learning. The first being that I always wanted to know why about everything. The second is that I started hearing the voices through books. The third , I believe in magic and the value of Myth and Enchantment The most important guidance was from my Mother figures.